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I forgot, how long it's been since I logged back into Deviant Art. F
My last journal entry was on the 9th of Dec of 2005, so I'm guessing...since then.

I've changed.
I believe everybody comes to a point in their life, where they walk by the mirror and stop in their tracks. They turn to look and they don't just see themselves in the mirror, but something much greater then that. They see potential. They see the foolish actions they've committed and the things they should have done.

I've become a more confident, understanding, and lovely person. I believe the Michelle, back in 2005, was a fake. She, myself, I, didn't know what I wanted back then. Now, that I am so near to soaring into life, as a fresh 'adult' I see that there is so much more then what we see.

I came from wanting to be a Veterinarian, to a foolish dream of becoming a writer, to wanting to be involved in the social scene of a celebutont. Now I realize, I want to make a difference, somehow. I want to study culture, travel, and record my adventures. I hope to become an Anthropologist.

Now, I believe I will become more in touch with my artistic side, which I have been hiding for some time. I hope to reconnect with all my old Deviant Art friends, which I hope, still would want to converse with me.





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Love the person you see in the mirror.

ok ya well christ day coming...hmm not a big "fan" lol ha ha i kno yall mainly like the darn golly PRESENTS huh huh?
ya i aint stup lol but really what i like most about it is the weather or "climate" change lol
and ya there is a diff lol I kno! lol *lightbulb*
well right now im moping alone hearing to songs i really like but just get more *puts thumb down* lol  like
perfect situation by weezer
i caught fire by the used
on my own by the used
rain by barefoot
truly madly deeply by savage garden

*sigh* lol
i real bored!
lol I might sound like a "geek" or a "dork" but i cant wait til' tomorrow when im gonna go see the chronicles of narnia i was gonna go tonight BUT lol tickets were SOLD out! lol
so now i gots to wait!! and oo *sigh* my lil niece's party is tomorrow as well..lol...


heres a short poem guys out of the random



I'll always be on my own,
I love being alone.
I won't get hurt,
I won't get treated like dirt.
Scream at the top of my lungs and breathe in,
my life baried and covered by your sin.
Wanting and wishing is what make people live,
if they could just see the good in this earth we would all win.
I walk alone,
I'm on my own.


you know what song yall should hear Poetic Tragedy by the Used that always been 1 of my Fav.'s lol so yall should like check it out!

well i suppose thats it I feel crappy by the way...and lonely..and bored! lol

lol dude I dont need help! on what huh huh lol
u need to tell me about ur beloved ryan!!!
and hey u have to do the pole thing lol with me tomorrow and i hope kelley does it too..thoughi doubt! lol
and bak to ryan..why did he just pass ya like that?
is it cuz me and gisela were with u?
oh well w.e and
remember
NOT GONNA GET US
ALL THE THINGS SHE SAID RUNNING THROUGH MY HEAD head HEAD head....lol
ooo and then i was also sing
SPICE UP UR LIFE...HOLCI YA HOLD TIGHT lol and then
SHAKE IT TO HE LEFT IF UR HAVING A GOOD TIME??/


ha ha ya kno u luv me! muah muah kisses to all lol
oooo i dropped a tear..and hey vik Im listeing to the Inu theme song lol...i have this thing for the Jappanese!!!! lmao arent they cute? and then i like the way they talk and basicly thier DARn culture

Ok guys well if ya do need  mty # for any help call me at
(956)1684467 lol
ya its real but it would be a lil awkward...but if ya need help go ahead call and call me!! wait and just so yall kno i live in the
central time!

the thing is those last 7 #s are mixed up lol
so ya need to figure it out!

ok nothing better has happened these days!!!!!
right now I'm hearing southern girl from incubus *sobs*
j/k it is an awesome song and so is here in my room....*sigh*
those are the songs i want people to tell me thats how i feel for ya..lol "we'll behave like animals swing from tree to tree you could do anything that turns you up...your an except to the rule...your all I ever wanted southern girl could you want me?"

yea....lol
ok im still in pain thats why i wrote my newer poem "my soon to be death"
i think thats what i titled it?
well yea.....*sigh*