FFTLRoxUS

Michelle

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After All by FFTLRoxUS, literature

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After All

After all this time, you've played with my mind. Is it fun; entertaining to you, anyway I'm the one to lose. You have broken my heart, and my mind so far. You know I could have been the one, but your the one who won. I don't cry, I just sigh. Why should I cry for you now, tell me for what..why..and how. I'm just your friend thats it, ok really whatever I feel no saddness not a bit. I'm not angry also no reason to be, after all I see. I'm a toy was I fun for a while, now I'm the one to smile!

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Feeling by FFTLRoxUS, literature

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Feeling

This pain I feel, doesn't seem so real. I think I love you, but I don't know. You probably think I'm stupid for thinking this, but when I think of you I feel like bliss. Your all I want and wish I was close to, do you feel the same way, do you feel the same way too. I want to touch you and kiss you, but when I think about that I start to feel blue. Because I know it will never happen you won't ever feel the same way for me, to you I'm just me and never nothing else but you never know we coule be. We can take this once chance and we might be soulmates, but then it can all collapse and we won't have anything other then hate. Why d

My great loss by FFTLRoxUS, literature

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My great loss

I miss you and I wonder if you miss me too, whenever I think of you I feel lonely and blue. You left me here all alone when I was young and I wish you were here with me now, but that will never happen because I don't know where you are and even if I did I would never know how. To bring you back here with me to spend time you what I need, and I'm begging every night your what I heed. I remember you smile and laughter and then I start to cry, I tell myself that I don't need you and that I hate you but its all a lie. There's no one else who can help be but you, can you please come back to me your what I really need,want, and I love you.

Confuse by FFTLRoxUS, literature

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Confuse

You cause me so much confusion, you make me feel like an illusion. One day you make me feel happy, and the next day sappy. I cry I'll admit and I don't like it, why do you do this to me why do you confuse me just when I'm hit. You get me mad, and thats bad. I cried again tonight and I hate this feeling you cause me to feel, is it love is it real? Why don't you just say the truth and stop this, your such a burden but also a bliss. Damn you I hate you and your shit, this isn't right it just doesn't fit. Please don't make me cry again please don't make me suffer this hurts to much, and don't you even think of telling me to hush!

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Here all alone by FFTLRoxUS, literature

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Here all alone

She feels all alone in this wicked earth that seems like hell, she's on the floor now because she fell. No one seems to want to help her and her battered soul, there's nothing in this picture its all dull. She screams in pain she cry's out blood, it turns to red water and becomes a flood. No one cares they just live on, and its only dawn. The day is barley starting and yet nights go by, people look down at her and don't even think of saying hi. Shes not worthy and will never be, well thats what she thinks while looking at the deep black sea. Life goes passing and shes still begging, people don't hear her and yet shes yelling. S

The 1st day by FFTLRoxUS, literature

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The 1st day

They met on the first day of September, and thats the same day he left her. They both fell in love in that same day, but it didn't end up in kisses instead it started to fade. They made love and cuddled part of the whole day, the next thing they know they have nothing to say. They look into each others eyes, and they both start to slowly die. They both start to think, they have no ideal link. They were both used, and also abused. They think again and she asks him his name, he stutters and says Dane. They look down and she offers her name, its Jane. They stop from what thier doing and look deep inside, they both figure out

Souls: alternative to 1st day by FFTLRoxUS, literature

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Souls: alternative to 1st day

They met on a very dim and sad day, it was the the month of may. He looked into her eyes and fell in love, she was perfect to him she had everything and was pure like a white dove. She saw the way he looked at her and she got quiet, but then she looked into his eyes and saw a white light. They both fell in love and wanted to be closer and closer, they made love and enjoyed it but they wanted more of each other. They wanted to be together forever, but theres always a however. She had a boyfriend and he had a wife, but they didn't love them they hated thier life. But when together they wanted to live forever and had happy souls, un

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Deviant for 18 years
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Current Residence: McAllen
Personal Quote: Life is like a box of chocolates.

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FFTLRoxUS

Mar 23, 2008

Life, wow.

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I forgot, how long it's been since I logged back into Deviant Art. F My last journal entry was on the 9th of Dec of 2005, so I'm guessing...since then. I've changed. I believe everybody comes to a point in their life, where they walk by the mirror and stop in their tracks. They turn to look and they don't just see themselves in the mirror, but something much greater then that. They see potential. They see the foolish actions they've committed and the things they should have done. I've become a more confident, understanding, and lovely person. I believe the Michelle, back in 2005, was a fake. She, myself, I, didn't know what I wanted back

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Dec 10, 2005

Holy Slice

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ok ya well christ day coming...hmm not a big "fan" lol ha ha i kno yall mainly like the darn golly PRESENTS huh huh? ya i aint stup lol but really what i like most about it is the weather or "climate" change lol and ya there is a diff lol I kno! lol *lightbulb* well right now im moping alone hearing to songs i really like but just get more *puts thumb down* lol  like perfect situation by weezer i caught fire by the used on my own by the used rain by barefoot truly madly deeply by savage garden *sigh* lol i real bored! lol I might sound like a "geek" or a "dork" but i cant wait til' tomorrow when im gonna go see the chronicles of na

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Dec 8, 2005

Vik is so WRONG

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lol dude I dont need help! on what huh huh lol u need to tell me about ur beloved ryan!!! and hey u have to do the pole thing lol with me tomorrow and i hope kelley does it too..thoughi doubt! lol and bak to ryan..why did he just pass ya like that? is it cuz me and gisela were with u? oh well w.e and remember NOT GONNA GET US ALL THE THINGS SHE SAID RUNNING THROUGH MY HEAD head HEAD head....lol ooo and then i was also sing SPICE UP UR LIFE...HOLCI YA HOLD TIGHT lol and then SHAKE IT TO HE LEFT IF UR HAVING A GOOD TIME??/ ha ha ya kno u luv me! muah muah kisses to all lol oooo i dropped a tear..and hey vik Im listeing to the Inu