I don't know

Why are you wanting this break,
this so called break has opened me and I'm awake.
You hurt me and you said I was different and being mean,
I wasn't did you see the pain in my words...I thought they could be seen.
I know you don't like me but I'll always love you,
please don't go like that..we have so much to do.
Why did I ever have to start loving you when all I would get back were false remarks,
when you said things I loved to hear I thought we had some sort of sparks.
I was wrong...I was the only one who ever felt that way,
stop saying that you never lied just stay quiet you have nothing helpful to say.
My heart will always be broken by you even though you don't want to accept that fact,
and by now your with her and laughing do you even think of me your full of lies in your torn up sack.
Its been broken and the truth has come out,
huh..oh yeah your quiet now how about that?
Look into my eyes,
I've never lied.
I've always loved you and still will,
I don't want to go through the process of rejection again its to big of a hill.
Full of heart aches and pain,
I'm lucky I'm still fully sane.
My heart has been broken by you my lovely cupid full of teases,
I still want to talk to you but you'll break my heart again...I send my last bag of kisses.